I'm not where I thought I was spiritually, emotionally or anywhere without the medication, but it scares me to death that I need the meds to not cuss, not rip someone's head off and just normal every day stuff. Please help. . .

I don' t think meds make us not curse. As for being spiritual that just means we need to get on our knees more and pray that God give us the strength to do the things we need to be doing