If it were my nature, I would hate him. With every fiber of my being this man makes my skin crawl and makes my blood boil. I wish I was done with him. I wish he would vanish and be gone for good, be gone from me. Just disapear but he wont go away. My daughters father. I chose wrong in that one for sure. I left him because he was horrible. Verbal abuse from every direction and physical abuse to keep things interesting I guess. He broke me down and finally I had the strength to leave for her sake. I moved across country only bringing what I could fit in my 2 door hatch back. My daughter cramped in the back seat. I lived in my car for 6 months trying to hold a steady job with him bouncing and neglecting support checks. I finally got court ordered child support which included him helping pay for child care costs. He's being a douch about it and refuses to pay a dime more. He makes 4200 a month, I make 900 a month. I work 40 hours a week and am paying 500 a month in day care alone.

I do not like him.... I want to say it but my religion will not let me... I wish he would go away. He knows just what to say to get to me. He threatens all of the time when I say something he doesn't like to have my daughter taken away. He's had the cops come to my house before just because he was mad at me. I... hat... I can't say it but I want to! Oh he makes me so mad! He does everything in his power to make me mad. He cares about no one but himself and he tries to act like he cares for my child but he does everything to prove otherwise. ugh I want to scream, I want to rip my hair and eyes out when his name is mentioned. I just do not like this man.

Sorry for ranting but I try so hard, I work full time I'm a single mom and over 1/2 my pay checks go to day care alone. I spend every extra dime I have for my child. I buy her toys over my own deoderant, no matter how broke I am I make sure she's in a good child care center and has good clean clothes, everything she needs and then some. I try and try and try and hit a dead end any time he comes around. Oh I do not like him.....