...about 11 more to go. This is my thought process at the moment concerning my new job. I've been working for exactly a month today. Please note that I'm not trying to sound ungrateful here......it's just that I really cannot see myself doing this job for more than a year. The past month has dragged on for what seems like weeks and weeks. There's a waitress position available at a diner in town, and I'm thinking of putting my application in. Not that I'd get it...but just to keep my options open..just to see. Mine is an entry-level position, after all. Don't I have a right to a job I enjoy - or at least hate less? Not that waitressing would be easy, but I'm already on my feet as it is, so it's not like that would be a big issue. I know each job has its good and bad points, I'm aware of that. I'm just not sure how well this one is really working out. My anxiety as I've mentioned before is reaching insane heights. The pay sucks because I make less than minimum wage. I'll be turning 18 around the time I'm going to consider looking elsewhere for work, so my pay might be what it is now - plus tips. I could get into a better place being of the age of majority, also. I'm sorry - I know I sound like an ungrateful spoiled brat.

Could, should, might....ugh. Pros and cons? Advice?

Is this job even worth it?