Hello, Indie'sOK. You are to be commended for sticking with it. I hope you are able to reduce the anxiety. Having the experience of working different jobs in my view is beneficial. You learn different skills. You learn what you want to be part of your life work and what you would not want to deal with. You are learning you can succeed, even when you do not care about the job you are performing.

I hope you apply for the new position, and I wish you well.