Hi Everyone
I'm feeling really sorry for myself right now.

I am being slowly taken off of Lamictal...joy! Withdrawing from meds is such a blast! I feel just an overwhelming sense of "blah"!

I've been communicating with this guy online and on the telephone for about 2 weeks. I get very relaxed on the phone and I seriously think I am coming across as a total air head. You know those pregnant pauses...etc lost for interesting things to say or discuss....etc.

I just feel very unattractive and stupid right now. This guy is very nice ... I'm scared that on our first date that I'll just close down due to nerves and not show him how interesting and lively I truly am! HELP!

Dubz

P.s. I am so concerned that "the date" will not go well that I am thinking about cancelling it. I HATE FIRST DATES!