I'm taking it one weekend at a time.
I have a friend who NEEDS to drink, whenever he will be at a social occasion, yet he is ten times more confident than me.
Anyway i left my job a year ago and havent seen much of them since, but i've been invited to my old managers leaving do, and this friend will be there and he will have to drink else he feels he wont have a good time.
But i am not going to drink. I know i wont, because when i make my mind up about something i do it.
But i'm also worried i wont have anything interesting to say. Not that i'm interesting when i'm drunk, but when your sober and everyone else is drinking you can feel a little left out.
oh well it will be 2 hours tops of my life, and i really think highly of the manager who is leaving so i want to say goodbye to him.
Hankster, i know what you're saying but if i stay sober i stay lonely, the same as if i keep drinking i'll end up with no one as well. I cant win so at least if i stay sober its my choice, but there isnt anything for me to do in that place, the only think around my area is a cinema, i dont have one friend that doesnt drink.