I had promised my family long ago that I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, but last night I cut myself. I keep thinking maybe I should feel guilty and regret it, but I just feel resentful and want to blame everyone for "making" me do this. I know it's no ones fault, but I feel like no one is there for me, to comfort and support me, so I did the only thing I know to do and if they have a problem with it, too bad. If no one is going to help me, I'm going to help myself. This is bad thinking, I guess.