Thanks for your kind responses. I am really struggling right now.... it has been a rough weekend. I'm having a hard time hanging on to the hope that things will get better. And, it turns out that I can't get into this partial hospital program until Wednesday or Thursday(!) I'm sorry, but I'm not very patient when I'm feeling this crappy.

I've been trying to do a few things every day, and not just stay in bed. Today, I went to church, went for a long walk with my neighbor, and went to the (very busy and chaotic) grocery store. It may have been too much, as I am just feeling wiped out.
My house is a disaster, and my life feels like it is in chaos. Send some good energy my way, will you?

thanks,
garden gal