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Old Sep 12, 2011, 06:13 AM
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Tnx.
I don't see a T anymore, and haven't set up a meeting with my pdoc again. He usually faxes my script through to the chemist. Feeling more leveled out today. Was hoping I wouldn't have to experience this anymore.
And I really just felt so alone. I still am not sure that anyone can understand what "LOW" is?
I think we all experience our highs and lows in a very personal way. When I get real low, I feel nothing. No feelings at all. I want to stay in bed all day and not answer the phone or the door. Even TV doesn't interest me. I feel like the cruise ship left without me, and I am treading in the water waiting for a lifeline. And I don't even want one of those. I have feelings of anger at being in this world, but they are only thoughts, I don't act on them.
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