And Jenn,

Don't worry too much about accepting this all right now, especially while you are in the midst of it! It is a very good idea to keep in mind, and it's a very positive sign that you realize that this is a goal, but don't rush it. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to feel your feelings about this. But talk with others. That is very important. Trusting another person enough to tell them your most secret fears and pain will help you so much. This will make your path to healing obvious. You have a very strong person inside you -- you know it.