For the most part I'm depressed and with all reason the girlfreind left with the kids and I'm stuck in the apartment alone that was once home to my family but since then one day I'm so hopeless it feels like death might be an escape and the next I see light at the end of it all thinking I will be better moving on. some days I sleep too much the next none at all. The same goes for energy some days too much others not at all is this a mixed episode or ... I've never felt like this