You don't have to feel guilty, but indeed as you say yourself it is not fair to blame others for your SI. You can choose to work on your issues. I understand your frustration that people demand that you stop cutting but don't help you in return, or don't seem to help you at least. I hope you can work on this. You may not care about others, but I hope you still care somehwat about yourself, and you hurt yourself the most with SI. Safe  if wanted.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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