Thanks for all your comments. It makes me feel better to know you all 'get it', that it just isn't me. I was telling my therapist about how I feel and she was like, "Well, anger is part of the healing process. Maybe you are angry this happened to you and you have to go through this."
I thought, yes maybe, but maybe I'm angry for the exact reasons I just explained--because everything gets twisted now to be about me having major depression/PTSD when I'm more than that, and when the people who hurt me continue to be held blameless and go about their lives like nothing happened. Geez, that would piss anyone off!
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