I've been on 200mg of lamictal for a week now, it's been gradually increased for a while now.
My mood has still cycled as it would but has been steadier.
I feel depressed now. Just want to get out of life.
I've never described myself or recognised dissassociation before, I just spent 45 minutes just scribbling and didn't even realise I'd done it.
My mind always goes so fast No matter what episode or phase I'm in, except this one, I haven't felt like this for well over a year. My depression is pretty much always dysphoria, banging my head against Walls rather than just laying in bed staring at the ceiling for 20 hours.
So yeah I'm depressed now. Great.