Thank you, Porcupine2. I've heard Lamictal recommended by someone else. I can't afford to see another therapist until next month, but I'm going to get an RX for Lam. then instead of the Abilify.

Today was rough at work but fortunately enough after only one bit of Abilify, I already felt a little bit deadened. I didn't get angry, but I did stand up for myself when I was misrepresented. Afterwards, I did feel like crying, something I virtually never do, and never at work.

The truth is I just feel like crying.

Yesterday and the day before I read so many of the posts here and so many people are suffering so much. My heart is broken. I'm so sorry. I want to help, and I don't even feel I can help myself.