I've spoken to my tdoc, who has mentioned I take less hours, talk to my job coach, and increase the number of days I go to program (I went from 3 days to 1 when I got the job).

I ask my job coach to help me with things, she says she will, but I still have yet to see what I ask for accomplished. I can't get a new job coach, she is the one that is affiliated with the program I go to. (It's a mental health program).

My therapist sees that when I talk about program, that I'm more up and comfortable.

I think she is hinting that I go back to program.

I've not seen my pdoc. My tdoc attempted to get me in sooner for a crisis appt, but he didn't have any opening, and was unable to "squeeze me in".

I hope this helps explain it a little bit.

I don't see my pdoc again till 9/21, I see my tdoc Thursday, and I go back to program Wednesday.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow though. I don't know what I can do to get out of it. (other than of course faking being ill, but I know that's not good practice).