Sometimes i would say about of depression but others i would say sometimes you just get tired of having to do the same thing the same routine then you spiral into this who cares why bother attitude and what for anyway!
Then you know its time for a "vaca" mental emotional ectt..
i had to invite a friend over even though i didn't want company because i won't let anyone see my house dirty and its been few weeks untouched so it made me clean up the darn thing and do those grrr...dishes...push forward ...it's teeth pulling trying to get me outta the house but once i'm out i'm happy i did. i just need someone to light a fire under my butt.