I struggle with binging a lot lately, and with purging occasionally. So ar it dieson't seem serious enough to count as an eating disorder, but I don't want to get it that far either. My T pretty ignores me when I say I've had a binge/purge episode. It may be because it's really an alter who does it, so giving me alternatives may not work when the alter is in control and cannot access these tools. But I don't really know what to do, how to prvent this from getting worse.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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