P.S. the length of your message is fine. You needed to get it all out and tell us what is hurting you.

I have a hard time reading condensed text though and was wondering if you would you do me a favor next time and break it up with paragraphs? Hope that's o.k. to ask.

The Enter key twice will put a space in between paragraphs for you. Thanks in advance. I really look forward to hearing from you.