Yes pgrundy it is hard to find a good GP and that is why I continue to go back.
I did really like the one I saw but the way that visit went and how I unexpectedly faced all that stress and how I reacted really embarrassed me. He wanted me to see a cardiologist and get my heart checked but I haven't done anything. I did pass the test in his office under all that stress and my blood pressure has always been very good so I am sparing myself any doctors visits for a while.
I don't have a lot of trust when it comes to doctors and I do have good reason for that. I had a colonoscopy and my spleen was injured and no one knew it. I ended up in agony two days after the procedure and my husband drove me to the emergency facility close to us. I got in the door and my legs just gave out under me and my husband stood there and yelled at me like I was faking. Oh, I was so embarassed,
I was bleeding internally and ended up in the ICU at the hospital.
But no doctor would admit it happened during the colonoscopy, everyone ran and even my GP did not want to see me but I insisted and he finally admitted that I was injured and everyone ran afraid of being sued. I was literally abandoned and very frightened.
I have the worst luck sometimes. But I did go through life saving surgery and I am here so not all of it was bad. But even then I was really ill and no one believed me
and I was dieing and in agony and had to call an ambulance. They put me on a board and proceeded to carry me down my stairs and I did cry in pain and the ambulance personel yelled at me to shut up. I was probably only hours away from dieing. Story of my life, I get yelled at and picked on even when I am dieing?
Open Eyes
Last edited by Open Eyes; Sep 13, 2011 at 07:28 PM.
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