Welcome here. When I was younr age, I struggled with the same "no-one understands or cares" feelings. I am not saying this to minimize yours, because I know depression can be a ******. I mean it to empathize with you. I too sought forums online to be able to express myeself, and for the most part, that helped a bit. It's not the end of your problems, but it's a way to be able to express them safely.  if wanted.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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