On my phone it's small old school phone lol but yeah i feel some times he lies to himself but maybe he isn't. I know he had a different life than i with negative aspects that i can't imagine. I can't imagine being in jail at teenager years and being pushed around by society after words but i try to give him a glimps of bright side but today was one of the days he couldn't see them. I wish him the best and hope my actions of trying helps with him to see to try. I see the difference with me and him. Some things that happened to me as growing up yep effected my dearly as a child and teen but about 3 years ago i let my fear go with my boyfriend and it's still a learning experience and my trust issues i need to work on but my brother has gotten through some of the blocks but at the same time life is so negative for him it seems like. I wish he would listen to what he told me and use it. Move forward as best as we can. I wish to add in a positive manner