[quote=Warrioress;2024668]You have us to talk to! I know exactly what you're saying. I've been there. I stopped taking meds a few months ago, but I did it at a time when I was feeling reasonably well. I was not in a crisis or anything like it. I just hated being bipolar and I hated having to take meds. Well, I was alright for a while. But now I fear I have a relapse coming up. I'm trying to fight it without professional help, but I'm not sure if I'll manage. Please don't do anything rash [/quote Every time i stopped meds, i ended up in a hospital. afer each time, i swore, i would never stop meds. but i have been where i felt good, i thought i was getting better, stopped the meds, went to some place in my head that doesn't exist. so back to the unit.. for me, never say never. but hopefully, never..