Hi Aashlin,

I'm sorry to hear you are in pain right now. My heart goes out to you. Can you find a counselor to talk to? Also, you might consider going to the doctor to try antidepressants. Relationship issues are SO hard. Try to do your best to spend a little time alone and not think about this guy. Sounds like you need some YOU time. Try to do some little things that are nice for yourself. Hope you'll keep posting.

E