Feeling so flat today. I can't seem to move. I wish I could disappear.
I dragged myself downstairs to do laundry.
The best thing I did was call my T.
Yesterday she asked me as I was leaving if I wanted a second appointment today since she had a cancellation. I thought this was really nice of her... But I always worry about the money. So I said no, that I would wait until next week.
This morning I called and asked if I could have the appointment after all.
She hasn't returned my call.
Do I or don't I?
I would feel better knowing I had it to look forward to this evening.
Sometimes I hate all of this.
I wish I were someone else.