Welcome here. I do not have BP but I can relate to the rage episodes. They're less since I take Abilify and Celexa. I am really sorry you have a hard time functioning. I hope you can someday find the right combo of meds that works for you. Also I can understand about having a hard time accepting the diagnosis. People don't take bipolar seriously indeed, say they feel a bit bipolar when they have mixed feelings about something, which is really stupid. I hope you find lots of support here on PC.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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