Got home from work today and my Nan has travelled down from Derby because my mum is having an operation on her knee tomorrow, so she can pick my brothers up from school and all that.
I'm keeping myself awake and downstairs even though all i want is to go to bed.
So anyways, i get home, read some of my book then two of my friends turn up because my mum called them to come and fix my nans laptop, so i sit in the corner of the room where i just look at the tele and dont have to see the rest of the room.
I then went and sat in the conservatory, my friends followed me in, and we just sat and they talked to me (these specific friends have only seen me depressed once before) but they understand the illness, as one of them is sisters with my best friend and her mum has severe depression, so she kind of gets it.
So we were sat in the conservatory and i was getting used to them being there, cause its the first time i had seen anyone in a while, then they had to go because its getting a bit late. So i comes into the dining room for dinner and my mum goes "oh here comes Miss Happy."
My nan said, "whats wrong with her?"
My mum said, "she's just unsociable."
then my stepdad looked at me and goes, "whats wrong with you, you look like someones died!"

They think i can just pretend. they never have to see me like this cause i only spend time in bed