i never get full blown mania, but hypo-mania is ...just fun..i always think this is normal this should be how i feel..i bet this is how other people get to feel all the time! (i also go off meds because i feel i'm cured)I get obsessed with a project and stop sleeping, all of my waking hours are devoted to perusing whatever project it is.I spend thousands of dollars on whatever for my project. If something happens to prevent me from doing my project i either lash out violently, verbally abusively or cry.I can't think clearly about anything really because i am so excited. When i am having a really good conversation my chin starts quivering with anticipation of when i will get to talk. My body will shake if it's really good. I also start to think about how brilliant i am, and i KNOW i am far superior to any one else. ...which is of course is not true.