Hope you can find a psychiatrist, free clinic or therapist. They should help. Some of the things on your list are normal though. We live in a difficult world with lots of stress. It's hard for all of us. Some of those feelings are normal given the circumstances.especially that anger thing...but how we deal is the issue...sometimes its hard to deal with things especially when they come one on top of the other. We need a breather!

Hope you can find a good therapist or Doctor.

Thinking of you!!!...and glad you are here!!!
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