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Hey Obj,
I haven't noticed any triggers at all.... maybe I just don't know I am being triggered? Confused majorly.
The feeling of wanting sex has been so strong today and in particular tonight. I was confused full stop. I just didn't get why I wanted to have sex all the time. I don't know even now why I wanted to have sex with him. Or why I texted him and why I am sooo excited and happy.
To me its nothing to do with religon... I am not very religious. Its more OCD as I have a thing about germs etc so bodily touch/sexually being touched I freak out with. I don't even like being hugged by family and friends.
I guess I am just really needing people to tell me if I am going mad or not
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