I feel very nervous every time I want to post here... when I do, I read it over and over, checking for mistakes... I'm terrified of being judged, even though I know the people here are caring and non-judgmental people... I've always thought, to some degree, that I was pretty good at spelling/writing... so I don't get why I'm so afraid. Is my self-esteem so horrible that the thought of disapproval from a handful of strangers on the internet will cause me to feel worthless?
What's wrong with me? I've never been abused or anything. I come from a normal, middle class family. How did I get this way?
I feel like I should apologize for posting this... but I won't, because this is a place where I can talk about my problems without being judged...
Thank you for reading this.