Tiger girl that made so much sense. THANK YOU. I will be taking rainbow's suggestion but, I feel like emailing it...just cus' now that its all written down, it makes sense. for so long, I didn't know how to put what I was feeling in words. So, I just didnt say anything. thanks rainbow
& thanks for the input omers.
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A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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