it just stinks too--that she seems to care about me less because I've been her patient for so long. I try not to think of it that way. See, I'm not saying she doesn't care. I'm saying she cares less...like cares less if I'm okay when I leave or if I will come or when I will come back. She doesn't return my emails anymore, thats part of the warmth I miss. I asked her one day to tell me to stop emailing and she just kept saying I don't really want you to stop though.. its almost like, some part of her, in therapy, wants me to know its okay to email, she just doesn't want to respond..I wish she would have told me to just stop emailing cus'ever since then, she says ITS okay but, wont reply. like for some reason, that conversation, gave her permission to not reply.. but, thats not really what I needed. I just wanted to know if she wanted me to stop completley..
and she didn't... but, now, whats the point of it? with no response? I didn't realize how much I liked the responses until I didn't get them. thanks for letting me share like this.