Mlyn,

No I don't admire my mom, I mean I do admire my mom, but right now my mom is just a shell of who she used to be....a completely different person.

She's on the streets right now, prostitutuing because I know she has no money. I don't know if there is hope for her......I've been fooled again, but for some reason it did not hurt this time, mainly because it was expected.