The good news is that I have always made it a point to tell both of my daughters I love them and be affectionate. I don't remember ever being told that by my parents and I want my kids to hear it a lot from me. I've done that since my oldest was born.

I think now I need to get away from my escapist activities on weekends and spend more time with the kids. Even if it's just going for a walk or playing games. I don't find these things interesting, but my kids aren't about me, they will grow up and affect another generation. I can still go into my escapist world on weekends for brief periods I think and still feel less stressed. This is of course all what I say...we'll see how I do.