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PLEASE don't feel like you're a "failure." Good heavens, we aren't defined by the children we have. I can think of MANY people who should never have had children in the first place!
I know you want to experience it -- but perhaps you were meant to be an adoptive parent? There are SO MANY children who need good homes -- mothers who will LOVE them unconditionally!! That would certainly NOT be a failure!!! That would be a blessing!
God bless you & if this continues to haunt you, PLEASE see a therapist. He/she can help you thru this -- I've been in therapy off and on all my life, and it's done me a world of good. I wish you the best. Hugs, Lee
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