When I'm in hypomanic state I really dont realise thats when trouble follows.I feel like I have the gift of flight and can sore high above the clouds and think that I need a high place for take off and lift.I have been banned from driving and am currently banned as I'm told I can't co-ordinate my thinking.I have lots of amazing and weird ideas.I don't sleep for deays at a time this then leads to full blown mania and psychosis wich I usually have no recollection of what I have said or done.I become very religious and feel I am gods chosen messiah to heal the world and spread love and peace.I become obsessed with world piolitics and talk non stop about what they are doing to the global world.My thoughts become overwhelming tro the point where I see no other way out but "S".This normally results in hospitalisation and lots of meds.Then depression kicks in and I literally can not deal with any day to day activities.I don't wash or eat.So all in all I love hypo mania but not everything else that comes with being bi polar.I really don't like taking the meds either so when I'm full blown manic it's a very good bet I have not had my meds.