Whine whine,......I am getting sick of the rain. It rained so much last year & that was when I was going through the ID theft of my Mother while she was dying of cancer & was in the hospital for 2 months on & off during that time. This rain brings back all those feelings....wish I could block it out, but laying in bed under the covers & taking my meds to turn off my mind seems to be the only way to get through this weather.

Of course when the summer comes here in the desert, I will be whining about the heat & getting dehydrated & having to end up in the ER for those dang IV's.....never happy......where is the spring......am very happy with either spring or fall weather but for some reason here in the Mojave desert, is seems to be either summer or winter....nothing inbetween.

Is this whining enough.....sure I can find much more very easily, but really have to try to do the positive thinking thing.....maybe when my foal arrives in April or May I will be feeling better. It won't matter how I am feeling cause I will be there from the time my mare has it. Even thinking about pitching my tent next to her stall to see if I can't be there to see it born this time.

Whine......why do mare's have to be so private that they refuse to have their foals when anyone is around them. As soon as you walk away to go to the bathroom, that is when they have their babies & when you come back, standing there is the new foal. I really want to see this one born....didn't get to Izzy until she was 1 1/2 hours old.

Thanks for whining thread,
Debbie