I suffer from this fear all too often though it fortunately does not develop into a panic attack. It gets so bad that I get very annoyed with my husband if he jokes about death. I spend far too much time very afraid of losing him and I even find it difficult to write about ... just in case ...
It is overwhelming and frightening indeed.
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