Everything I eat for the past week I have purged but there's no binge involved. I've just been eating normal meals, probably less than my doctors would want. So now I'm sitting on the couch with my computer on my lap and I feel so horrible. I'm dizzy and I'm hungry. My head hurts and my eyes hurt. I'm so weak but it's not like I haven't eaten. I keep doing it though because I want it to damage my body. Losing weight would just be a positive consequence though I doubt I actually will. Ugh... I just want to disappear.