Hey Broken Wings, I am sorry you are going through such a difficult moment, having a eating disorder is a very dangerouse thing. Because you are not eating enough calories per day, it is making your body tired, and exhausted, we need food to have energy in our body. Have you throught about seeing your Dr? They may be able to get you external help and support with your eating disorder, before it starts going of track, what do you think would help you?