A light at the end of the tunnel, I think??
I have done what was suggested here, and have talked to my partner about what I've been feeling. I let her know that I understood how scary and uncertain things can get when dealing with my episodes, but that it didn't change how I felt about her, and it never will. I encouraged her to talk to me at any time about how she was feeling, and that she could trust me with that.
I'm very hopeful. I know that what I'm going through is not an easy fix, but gradually, I hope to help my partner understand that these troubles don't have to get in the way of our feelings for each other.
Thank you for being here...