"...I'm a sensor operator on the Predator, overwatching my bothers on the ground,..."

Thank you... I was one of those on the ground... You provided a sense of protection for us that should never be belittled or forgotten.

I too worried about the stigma of having PTSD, I don't know if it was because I was a medic, but I actually was surprised at how many of my guys understood and still stood by me.

I found a lot of help at the VA... I know quite a few folks have major issues with the VA but I found a lot of answers there... That's the best advice I can offer at this time.

What ever you decide to do I wish you the best and must Thank You again for your watchful eye.