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Well, my sweetie woke up itching to leave. By 10 AM he was gone. It's not him leaving that I mind, it's the lack of s u s t a i n e d attentiveness. Like he parceled out a certain amount of response and now feels depleted. Heck, maybe that's all he's got. Sometimes, I think he was the biggest mistake I made in my life.
When he has had needs, man, he has bled me dry. Of course, like they say, no one held a knife on me. I was more than willing.
Thank you, Shadow, I was doing better, and I think I can get up and do better some more. My back hurts, so sitting is the worst thing. Let's see. I was doing real good until recently. My days were spent straightening out years of neglect. My living space looked nice. Now it's not so nice. If I put it back to nice, then I can build on that.
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