I want to quit this dumb job. No, not because I'm a spoiled teenage brat that doesn't want to work. That's not the case. I do want to work, this job just isn't right for me. I'm very soon going to be involved in my school's Art Club, possibly as a council member since I helped start it up again, in addition to taking college classes in art and writing.......in addition to helping out at my old middle school with my former teacher's writing club every other Wednesday. That's a lot, and I'm very much looking forward to Art Club. This is something I've wanted to do since freshman year. But it's not just this stuff that makes me want to quit. It's everything. I just want a job as a library page or something - anything that's more my speed. This is too fast-paced for me. I feel bad for wanting to quit so soon.....but those of you that know the history with this thing could have probably seen this coming, no? I just don't know if I should quit.....I guess what I need to ask myself is "is it worth it?" And I have been, many times. Crappy pay is my reward for hours of severe anxiety, no free time for school or the things I mentioned above, and the fact that for whatever reason the people that are BELOW ME get the better jobs while I'm stuck cleaning toilets.

Selfish? Spoiled? Maybe. I wish I knew the right decision.