Ah, you put up with it because its probably familiar...maybe like your ex.....we lean towards things we are familiar with even if they are bad.....we know what we can expect.

Time now to find out who you are and for you to get well so you don't attract the same kind of guys. I have been there...done that. It means getting well, getting therapy, and finding out the "why' of your attraction to someone like that. It means being alone till you are well to enjoy a healthy relationship that you deserve!!

Hugs;