I was upset with my grandmother, my friend had nothing to do with it. My grandmother has just really been upseting me lately and it is really starting to p*** me off. My friend had nothing to do with it, she is not hurting me in anyway at all. I am sorry to have worried you and I am trying my best to be more aware of my body. I am sorry! I want to be a good girl, I do not wnat to hurt myself anymore, I have every reason in the world NOT to. I want my friend to be there for me. I want to see my friend again, but I am not sure when that will take place. I was very upset wiht my grandmother, I am tired of my granmother upsetting me and nagging at me. I just wish there was some way to shut her up and to get her to stop trying to control my life. Grr! Thank you for caring.

Hugs and Kisses to you,
Brandi

You are all poets and I am on the side of death
Jacques Vaché