thanks for everyones posts. I drink alone so its nothing social. what you all said is kind of scary . The health problems that can happen . I did quit drugs I dont even do pot no more. Alcohol seems to be a hard one . After hearing your posts , I think what I am doing might be a bad problem that might get worse and worse . I know I start getting scared and thats when I can go weeks without drinking but then it comes back and I drown myself into non existence for a time. I just feel like a ping pong ball with this sometimes. Maybe I can just sit in the back of a meeting and see what it feels like.
thanks again,
jasie