Shez,ya know,in reading this,I noticed that you don't attribute wisdom to yourself....you called yourself a "moron", used the term slowness,and said you weren't a quick thinker....but,I wanted to point out,you saw it as a concern and acted to avert any possible damage.That is smart imo,I find you to be wise.Try to be mindful of your treatment of yourself.People here care for you.I know you likely didn't mean any of it in some big way,but I just wanted to point it out.Hope it's ok with you.((((Shez)))))