Here I am again. I aM really in the pits of despair. I love your warm posts and I feel good when you reply. But I feel it is hopeless. I am so lonely. At my age, I'm now retired, have a part time job at a theme park, which I was very enthusiastic about but now I really don't enjoy it.
Some many people are depressed and in a bad place. I wonder where is the miracle. One thing that got my attention was something CAMW said. You can't cure depression, only put bandaids on it. Not saying this is the reason for my downturn. I have been going through this for a long time.
I have just started back on Serzone and have been getting some good feeling a couple of hours after I take it but then it goes back into this horrid depression and hopelessness. I know it takes 3-6 weeks before the meds kick in. I am hanging on by a thread.
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